I seriously cannot do anything even a little fun, ever, because of these fucking student loans and the fact that I am not paid enough. I would have to spend absolutely no money ever in order to pay these loans and not lose money every month. It's ridiculous. It's not fair. I am working almost every single day and I still can't keep up with it. I ( Read more... )

Ah, the loan shit is starting again! This is going to be totally fun. Except not ( Read more... )

I really shouldn't have gotten my hopes up about the editing thing at NYU. My grandmother's credit wasn't approved, and there is no one else to ask, so I can't go at all ( Read more... )

Man, it's so nice out. I love lazy Sundays when I don't have to work... although, I do need new shorts. I only have one pair that still fit, and they're a little tighter than I like my shorts to be. Did I really gain that much weight over the course of a year? I don't even feel that much fatter, really. And I don't think I really look it, either. ( Read more... )

I called Sallie Mae today, and it turns out that I will, in fact, need a co-signer for this $5000 loan. Which fucking sucks, because I have no idea who to ask. I can't ask my parents because they're filing for bankruptcy so obviously they will be rejected, and if I try to ask my grandma again it will probably take a month to track her down and get ( Read more... )

I was looking through the NYU website (because I'm just masochistic like that, I guess), when I saw there was a six week intensive summer course to get an Editing Certificate™. Man, I've been hoping to find something like this for ages! Unfortunately, it is also over $5,000. But I'm gonna call them tomorrow and see if I can get any financial aid. ( Read more... )

Okay, so it looks like the forbearance problem with Sallie Mae has been fixed... for now. There is still the issue of the Stop Payment not going through in time, but if that's the case I suppose I will just have to suck it up and deal. At least I didn't have to pay another forbearance fee ( Read more... )

Those fuckers. My loan is supposed to be in forebearance but now all of a sudden it magically isn't, I owe them money from a payment I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE FUCKING REQUIRED TO MAKE. And I can't call them and fix this until fucking Monday. I posted a payment but I'm going to get it canceled as soon as I can because I cannot spare $540 right now ( Read more... )

Okay, so. Here's the dealio, guys. It turns out that private student loans are even more of a bitch than I thought they were and I wish I had known then what I know now. My life would have taken a drastically different direction, I'm sure, but at least I wouldn't be in this damn mess ( Read more... )

Holy shit, someone's written a Mike/Edward fic besides me!I'm glad a fic has finally been posted at that damn community, hahaha. Oh, Twilight ( Read more... )